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♥Monday, July 11, 2011 12:48 AM
i've learnt how scary life can be..
in life. even though they may deny it...but this is the FACT !
in everything that you do. whether it's sports competition, your studies, your performance, your planning, or even just going to watch a movie..
the first question that people would ask is ABOUT THE END RESULT !
they do not care what happened during the event or before.. it's all about the END RESULTS !
so it's like my studies..people don't usually ask me how do u thk you did..they would ask "so what did you get ?" isint this the sad fact of life ?
so no matter how much effort you put into studying or trying your very best to do well, if your end results is not good or not pleasing to the ear..that's it.
i'm just super super super super duper sad about the news of not playing at my piano concert..
it was my dream to perform at the concert..
but maybe....
maybe i shld not thk of it this way..
maybe it was my fault in not putting in enough effort..
maybe i did not work hard enough..
maybe there is more than i shld have done...
maybe they saw/marked/hear wrongly...
maybe they made a mistake..
maybe i don't have enough faith..
maybe maybe maybe.......................
but i'll never reach there....sigh.