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♥Thursday, December 23, 2010 1:57 AM
hello. it's been ages since i last blogged.i feel super lousy now. i feel that i'm the root of alot of troubles and problems.. haix.
maybe i shldnt be where i am now.. i shall return to my old life..so that people would not have to feel interupted cause of me..then they can get back to their normal happy lifes..
i'm not a really gd friend too..that i know for sure..
i'll try my very best to change my attitude and how i do things. esp not to show so much of my feeligns on my face and the most impt not to get sooo emotional at times..
and maybe i shld not go to crusade corner that often anymore..
maybe tat is why it caused all the complications..
i just wanna be a normal friend without complications....why? why? why?
it's all my fault... :(
and.....my relative..that thought i was married just passed away on mon..her husband also passed away a month ago..before my bdae.. haix.. i will mis her..i really wanted her to see me get married for real.........................haix ):
may they find rest and be with the Lord...
gd nights..hope i will never wake up.....
this world is too stressful.too scary..too complicated for me.. ]: