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♥Saturday, July 18, 2009 11:12 AM
..........dont noe how to start my post...................... i feel sick to my stomach. as days pass...its becoming more and more terrible.. ididnteatyest.didnttakemymedicine.. more and more depressing...butwhocares?ibetnoonenoesexceptgrace... i dont know what to do next...ifeelsosickbutistillgoroundhurtingppl... whatever i say...imreallysuchaFRIEND.. it will just hurt someone... ishldjustdisappearfrmtisworldandnoeonewillfeelhurtanymore.. someone close to me.... ibetifiweretodisappearnoonewillevennotice.noonewillevencareifdeyknewit.deymightbeevenmorehappier.... someone i noe... .. when can i say the right thing ? ... do the right thing ? .... at the right time ? .. haix .. haix .. haix .. haix .. haix... .. i really really did nt mean to hurt anyone... .. i really had no intentions... .. i was just............. .. haix....... .. nvm. .. its all my fault.. .. i sincerly apologize... ... im really really really sorry... .. but i noe an apology wont cure the pain... ... it wont erase wat had happened... .. so.... .. i am willing to do whatever in return... ... even if i have to get hurt for years... .. but if it can remove the pain from you... .. i really don mind... .. really... ........... carina im sorry... |