♥stay happy.

hey ppl.having cloudy days this few days..bad results..seems to be dropping the more i study..the harder i study..my grades drop increasing more ! how can this be??? WHY WHY WHY ??? haix...feel sooo usless..after receiving test after test..red marks on every paper..i realli feel like giving up..realli realli feel like giving up..but i noe i cannot give up..i cannot disappoint my parents ! must nvr..haix...sometimes..i even feel like dropping sch..but i noe i cannot..haix..life is so tough..hope to end it soon..i always say to myself that i must think on positive side..but time after time..the negative will still come back..cause the problems will still be there..i realli cant handle le..friends seem to be improving soo much..understanding topic by topic..for me? haix..dunnoe what to do liao..i am so weak...so tired..but always no time to sleep..no time to rest..haix..cant stop crying..too too weak..but my friends were always there to cheer me up.thanks alot.thanks grace, carina, ying ying, xiang wei.maya, jia zheng, yun yu, alvin, boon how, wilson, adrian and many more..=]