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♥Monday, October 23, 2006 10:10 PM
2dae is super bad day.i went to sch quite early.then many ppl there liao.i oso dunnoe why.yupx.then waited for time to pass.yun yu came.then went to toilet.went to photocopy lyrics with merishah.then ltr went to hall liao.had canning.i wont say much bout that.then mrs quek talk and talk..then after that went to class.form teacher came in then we check our marks and overall score..at that moment.i felt like crying.cause i did not have any As.i was so disappointed with myself..what will daddy say??then ltr played poker cards with billy,james and weng chew.yupx.i quite lousy.they all so pro.hahax.then went for recess.cecil went with me and my other buddy.yupx.cause she could not find andy.ya.then we talked..then ltr when it was about time.i went to class and find andy.then told him got duty.he did not even noe.then ltr went to find cecil.i thought he was in the canteen.but he was at the third floor.shldn't have said anything.then went back to class.continued playing till ms cheng came in.then had lesson cause she wan to teach the last topic.yupx.quite boring.but i knew abit of it cause that time mao pei taught me while we were studying.yupx.then ltr continued playing.after sch ended.went to meet mrs ong.she told us we had a talk to attend.yupx.then waited with yun yu.went to see my ranking.i was at 22!!oh man..i dropped.or maybe more ppl move up..how can i drop?!?haix.spoil my mood.yun yu was 86 sia.wa lao..in express standard larx..oh man.envy her.she work so hard oso can score well.but me?i work so hard..but still..haix.then ltr went for the talk.it kinda let me relax and get my mind off the results..it was about the japan ppl coming.then we were the ambassadors.cool man.we played 'peg'.it was 3 pegs a person.then u have to get rid of them by clipping them on someone else's clothes.so fun.then ltr.we had to complete the booklet.yupx.quite boring but exciting.ya.then the last game was chatet.ya.the leg 1.i dunnoe what it is called.then ltr brief further by ms chey.she told us we need to learn more japanese lang cause we are the first few ppl that they will see.there will be 75 boys and 67 girls.cool rite?hahax.then ltr went to compass with yun yu.then we ate noodles.then had to accompany her.yupx.then i bought something so that she will not feel uncomfortable.yupx.then wanted to go watson but i saw mrs fiona tan.so in the end nvr go.took 159 home.saw chee yew.talked to her.she say she was with cecil then ltr talked bout ranking and stuff.haix..mood change agn..so sians.when i reach home.told my mother my ranking.could see disappointment in her eyes.but she did not show it.i cried.cause i realli felt i have let them down.my sister could give good results.but me?haix.my father trust me too much.he said that i could go to express.but..how can i do this?i let them down..i realli did..i'm so selfish.they trusted me..but..i gave this kind of results..at dinner.i was veri quiet.no one talked..it was not usual.it was usually noisy.and my father would say lots of funny stuff to make us laugh or others but it will be veri noisy not as quiet as this..i felt so bad.i have let my family down..i realli put in my best..i realli did..i'm sorry...gomen nassi(please forgive me).....but maybe this is the pathway that God wants me to go..and maybe he is teaching me not to compare and judge others cause different ppl have different talents and strenghts..even sisters..and..maybe i shld not be thinking too negative...haix..anyway..i must realli trust god.i must believe that my future is in hands! i MUST trust in him!!